What do u think?(relationship issues..)?

ok so im going out with this guy..june 9th will be our 1 year aniversary and i think thats really cool and stuff but he's my first REAL boyfriend..lately my minds been wandering alot about other guys nd stuff and hes not on my mind as much as he probrably should be..my parents refuse 2 let him come near the house most of the time nd im rarely aloud 2 go out with him to the movies or mall,we've been hiding our relationship all this time.i personally am tired of hiding it.i want to date someone i dont have to hide nd can be out but he treats me like a godess nd his family loves me nd he constantly tells me im the only reason hes going to skool and work both full time and how he never wants me to let go or hurt him nd he has MAJOR trust issues cuz the girl he was going out with 4 2 years cheated on him nd he caught her so wen he noticed that i didnt have any girl friends nd that all of them were guys,he freaked.so i got rid of them.FOR HIM nd now im basically friendless im adding details